JOURNAL

This journal is dedicated to whatever rolls across my mind and to those who listen. Thank you.


Monday, March 28, 2011

sunlit mornings

the most beautiful thing is a new day. rising sun, birds chirp, dogs chew their bones. sunlight cascading thru windows. sounds of the world waking up. the buz of the day has begun singing such sweet melody.

praise God.

:-)

Saturday, March 26, 2011

sound

know what it's like to believe without bounds? faith beyond explanation.

everything has purpose. everything is from the same. life is harmony. the soul of music. all things coming together and working variously in harmony. ;)

Monday, March 21, 2011

tools

realize we all have a guardian angel.

let go of the care to take credit.

pursuit of heart leads to another place, space, time and level. have concern for love at all cost.

sacrifice. sacrifice on all parts of being. discipline. discipline to handle sacrifice. life, a never ending challenge of work but with work comes discipline, discipline - sacrifice.

everything starts getting better. :)

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

points of view

this morning i felt the physical pain of a shoulder injury i've been dealing with for several months. it's been acute of late. by my own doing of course. i ignored the signs i was already familiar with but too arrogant to acknowledge. now, i can't train anything from my waist up. i'm a bodybuilder. i live to train. but hey, i was too smart to listen to my body. my ego in control. my flaw.

walking my dogs always gives me time to think. they bring such joy to my life. the pleasure of walking them grounds me. they remind me to be thankful. thank God i have an arm to nurse and heal. thank God my arms are still by my side. Thank God i woke this morning and walked my dogs. thank you God.

Thank You.

Tim

Monday, March 7, 2011

feelin it

you know that feeling you get when you are about to do something you want to be good at? Taking a test, picking up a hot date for the first time, stepping onto a stage or speaking in front of others. there's an anxious excitement. you like to avoid it all together but it remains. that's the shit you gotta face. that's the stuff you gotta be feeling to know you're on your path. have passion enough to take chances. make things happen for yourself. take full responsibility for your own ass! no ones fault but yours if shit don't work out. maybe you weren't meant to do what you failed at. learn from it. move the fuck on.

oh i gotta feelin
it's a sweet feelin
its a washin ova me.
takin a chance
no matter circumstance
i work with anxiety.
it makes me real
i'm aware how i feel
i'm alive & livin free.

;-)

Friday, March 4, 2011

what to look out for

take it slow when working a dream. one of the most challenging life experiences for me has been the tattooing of my head. breaking free of worry and of doubt. not only was tattooing my face physically painful but heavily emotional. moving forward on instinct is difficult when first starting. learning to trust is epic. step by small step learn to trust yourself. follow that excitement in your belly. that is who you are. that is who you are meant to be.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

laws of a tattooed man

why?
because i live from my heart. my heart spoke, i listened.
i don't like it.
this is me. can't change that. i didn't walk in and look at u and ask... why r u asian? and upon ur answer tell u i don't like u.
why are you telling me this?
i will forgive u.
for being honest?
for being honest.
i am being honest.

honest is what i practice every day.

when we are honest we can easily see what is bad for us and deal accordingly.

honest is virtue, virtue is law.

;-)