JOURNAL

This journal is dedicated to whatever rolls across my mind and to those who listen. Thank you.


Sunday, August 14, 2011

introduction

C’mon down. We’re closer to God than u might think.

Salamander-pink chiffon fabric on the walls of an old school east village tattoo shop. (Kinda shop that existed when getting a tat in NYC was illegal. Small, secluded in the basement of an old tenement building. Imagine that. Tattoo’s… illegal.) Crazy ink splattered designs up and down the halls. Enter small square room. Dark black shiny walls that seem to rise up forever. Cold damp concrete floor. Steel chair and a tattoo gun sit centeredly square. Fluorescent ceiling light seems more like heavens pearly gate shining openly down upon me. Sitting in the chair, needle to my own head I think of the lifetimes of lost love. The sorrow and bitter sting of heart break. My hand guided by spirit painstakingly-meticulous, proceeds methodically and determined. With memories, the pain of pain is ground out. The deep and heavy grinding of 15 precise points hammering thousands a second magnify inside my skull.

I don’t understand it. I used to feel things and deny them. No more. I’m learning to adapt. To go with the flow. U know bro? I’ve been at this game for millennia. Nothings changed but the weather. All you people out there have the same fucked attitude. No worries bro. I’m working it. I gotcha back. See… my time is now homey. Time to shake my money maker. Ha ha! Rock and Roll baby! Only the strong will survive this hooorah muther fucker! Balls to the wall and ready to smash skulls! Fuck you demon mother fuckers! I will have you bitches!

Free the minds of my people! My brothers and sisters! Free the minds or suffer my hammer in time!

Peace out Sucka!

Your Best Worst Nightmare

Monday, August 1, 2011

waking tune

tune in turn out
tune in blurt out
tune in work out
tune in scream, shout
tune in turn on
tune in be on
tune in be-yond
wake up look out
wake up kick out
wake up no doubt
wake up live l-oud

live loud live loud be proud be proud... BE PROUD.

i feel it inside
i let it out
i feel it inside
i let it out
i feel it inside
i let it out i let it out i let it out

live loud live loud be proud be proud...

having fun
having fun
only having fun
why can't we have fun?
lots n lots of fu fu fun? i love fun
its what i do
its there for u
why dontchu c u?
its there for u
right there for u
just reach out and...
have fu fu fu fun lots n lots of fu fu fu fun...

live loud live loud be proud be proud

it resides in u
i can't spell it 4 u
u gotta believe in u
u r who u choose
u just gotta b u

love
it starts with love
love inside u
u got 2 love u
love u love u love u

all u gotto do yo
is love u yo
its all u got yo
why dontcha kno yo?
its on u bro
whyo whyo whyo
love yo love yo LOVE... yo

love urself. forgive urself. understand urself and the world will understand u.