feel it

inspiration. comes in all forms. a vision. a melody. sweet words.
my heart swoons for love. i feel appreciation from the depth of my soul. thankful for my life, for the words i speak, the light i can see and feel. i can turn on a song, tune in the tv, watch a big screen and be drawn in. my own history is excited. i let go of emotion and let out. it flows freely from me. sometimes it's a lump in my throat over turmoil. other times a tear of joy rolling down my cheek. i care about my emotional state. i don't bother with what others may think. in time they will recognize this passionate soul. admire it for all its wealth of emotion. it's rise and fall. it's ebb & flow.
let your soul out. allow yourself emotion. let out the bad and deal. work on the good and build. soon enough you'll find yourself crying over the beauty of the world. i do.

peace & love. it is not cliche.

t

SURREAL

my heart has felt a penchant for direction. making my own film. it's been a distant tingle i've felt. there is something within that has me feeling it. it's the same process i've noticed on great things that have proven true through out my own history. today i wrote the first synopsis of such a project. and it is all from my heart. those make for the most powerful stories. like anything else in life, heart is essential. of course i am an actor and my first step in this "direction" is making a start as an actor. i take direction so i will eventually direct. what a concept! lol! just like anything else in life. process.

they say patience is a virtue. no shit.

sun lite

sun lite is energy. in sunshine flowers bloom, grass grows, birds chirp. things come alive in light. science backs up faith with age old metaphors. light is good for life. things of light nature on all counts are essential. sun light, light heart, light attitude. if you're attitude is not at ease with the world around you your point of view must change to a lighter side. silver linings. finding good from bad. we do not handle stress well for long durations, physically or emotionally. turn to the light. it's proven by science! LOL! ;-)

i became aware when i opened the blinds this morning and in flooded beautiful warm sunlight. love that shit! :-)

peace for real.

T

tru dat

there always will be something. something that wears on you. holds you back. keeps you from smiling to your fullest potential.
nothing is always smooth. nothing is always easy.
believe the truth of momentum. once you start in a direction you build momentum. true in physics right? aren't we all physics? we are all of the same origin therefor the laws of nature fall true within us all. in everything.

sow momentum. get it started. start! that's the thing, you gotta start and stick to it. discipline is the greatest virtue of all.

tru dat.

Grandma's Car

I pay homage to my grandma and her car by thanking her and her car every time I go for a drive. Grandma's spirit is with me. She is with me all the time. Everyone who has touched me has spirit that resides within me continually. I make that happen. Rich memories of life lessons. I have the essence of everyone with me right now and forever more because of my will to have it. Will power is so underestimated. Learn to see it and appreciate it. Feel it's power. It will take you anywhere you need to be. :-)

Peace be with yo! ;-)

T